Love Gained, Love Lost
Enough of this pain
It’s driving me insane
Why has this happened
My soul has dampened
Is it happening again
Would it be all in vain
To stay away I try my best
But god is putting me to this test
It’s not that way,
There’s something to stay
I want it, but can’t get it
I get it, but ignore it
So strange is love
It’s ecstasy, it’s a mystery
Didn’t get it when I wanted it most
And now it haunts me like a ghost
She can’t be mine that I know
And that is why my spirit’s low
God I need a miracle
For I am vulnerable
Just can’t stop thinking of her
You tell me if that is fair
I dream of sitting next to her
With her holding my hand
That would be paradise even in a barren land
What would be the task?
Is the question I ask
Would I ever shed this?
Friendship’s mask?
Every time I see her in my mirror
And my heart misses a beat in fear
I see her in his embrace
I realize I have lost the race
For god decided against me
It’s his will that’s not to be
He chose her a partner, a better boy
She’s got better than god’s favorite toy
I check my mobile once in a while
And realize she is far, at least a mile
Coz there’s no SMS, no call
No entry gate, just a big wall
Love gained, love lost.